| happy NeW yuUUuR!
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| -public transportation gives me time to think.
as much as i hate commuting and utilizing public transportation; i must admit it gives me time to ponder about my current status and well being.
whenever i take buses and trains, my mind begins to drift. plugged into my ipod, various songs and lyrics remind me of you. i wake up every morning refreshed and gloating over the fact that i have you in my life now. you give me a reason to better myself, and to anticipate more each day. don't get me wrong, i have myself to answer to when it comes to expectations. but i become lenient, and i tend to stretch my own limits. you on the other hand, bring me back to reality.
i can honestly say, "with you by my side, everything else is just extra." nothing can compare to the affect you've made on me. i noticed i had quit certain things to make sure i will have an efficient future with you. i don't drink nearly as much as i used to. i mean yea.. i know over drinking to a certain extent was not good. but before you, i really didn't care. not that i was an alcoholic, but i had no intentions of self control because of what had happened in the previous years. in addition, you know i have quit other things too. there's really no use for them anymore. i use to turn to them for comfort. now i turn to you. and you have shown nothing but concern and love.
for once, what i feel is actually returned. it feels unbelievably great when someone you love actually loves you back. and both parties are on the same page. it amazes me everytime when we are on point. and how we are two completely different individuals, yet we collide as one. you are truly someone special. and i love you with all my heart and maybe some lint in my pocket. *smirks.
i don't fear anything anymore when im with you. ive outted myself with cousins, and with family. i want them to know who you are, and how much you mean to me. ive never introduced anyone that was in my life to my close friends before... yet you've already met the majority of them. you meeting them was already amazing. them liking you just blew my mind LOL. how they're eager to know more about you, and to want to get to know you. it means a lot to me, on their part and on your part.
noone has ever done for me what you've done so far. surprises here and there. and the effort you put into things. the thought. i've acknowlegded everything from the start. you've awed me with your actions. i can only hope that ive achieved a quarter of that for you. i want to give you the world, yet i only have the lint in my pocket... heheheh (maybe i can roll it into something?)
i love you.
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| our puppies~
SIR. WATSON WELSLEY WELLINGTON (WELSH CORGI)
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MR. BUTTONS BUTTERSWORTH ESQUIRE (FRENCH BULLDOG)
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| so the other day.. i was listening to the radio. and i heard this song that had such a great beat, and it started to rub off on me. everytime it would play, i would run to my stereo and blast it.
therefore i decided to download it.
and thats when i found out it was by ricki martin.......
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i am so ashamed........  |
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